So what is up with people that want to be serious after one drink...
I seem to have this experience more often than not... one drink and we are walking down the isle getting married and cranking out babies... Um yeah, I feel that I am pretty open about where I am at emotionally.... destroyed, crushed and annihilated. I am a mess and well that is just how it is for right now. I just got out of a three year relationship with someone that I thought I would marry. Well not so much and of course without much of an explanation either.... my dumb ass should have been reading the signs but I was deluding myself into thinking that it was... (insert crazy chick excuses here). So now blogging about my experiences and how figuring out me and what I want... welcome the the journey that should have started.... um.... well when I popped out... I am a slow starter on the emotional stuff. Is it wrong to just want to be responsible to myself not have to worry about what someone else wants and just have fun without and pressure...
Another key point in this whole process... I recently relocated to Texas..... This will be a journey of self discovery, finding my backbone, getting healthy, expressing myself and growing the hell up!
